= CoRaL's Chateau on Land =

我又做“婆婆”了 我的“女儿”又生了 真的 都叫她不要那么“随便”了 都说了凡是做好“安全措施” 可是她就是不听话 好啦 小的还未满2个月 现在又再生5只 你说。。你说。。 我该拿你怎么办？？ 其实 我也不想这样对你 可是 你真的 太 太 太 。。。 不会约束自己了 我知道可能是因为你的老公太帅啦 也不一定是你一个人的错 我知道他其实也很“ 热情 ” 所以 为了避免你们倆个 闲着没事做 又和我跑去做“ 激烈运动 ” 我只好把你老公送给人了 你不要用这种眼神和表情 我是不会心软的 绝对不会的！！！ 你看看 大哥 ， 二姐和三妹 他们还那么小 你现在又生了5只 你最好是可以自己照顾啦。。 反正这一次 就当作是最后一次了 我就帮你看着大哥，二姐和三妹啦 其他那5只小冬瓜 你自己看！！ 我真的没眼看你了。。 唉。。

如果哭可以让时间倒退 我会愿意把一生的眼泪流完 因为现在的我 很需要回到下午5时前 为什么这些事 会发生在我身上？ 有没有人告诉我？ 我到底努力了那么久 为的是什么 一份交错的报告吗 原来人生的起伏可以那么大 原来意外真的无声的 原来有时候 努力的再多 都可以在最后一步 把所有的用心毁掉 我真的不想学会绝望 可是现实 不断的再教会我 绝望的滋味 如果世上真的有奇迹 请你拜托它降临在我身上可以吗 这一次就好 好不好？？？

look probably..... she took picture OUTSIDE de car IN the CAR PARK of GARDEN!!!!! omg... Ms.CHEW zhen de ke yi de... ta hai yao ren jia bang ta leh.. zhe ge nv ren.. somo shi Ooo.. > really cannot stand her... if u think she juz take one shoot?! u are totally WRONG!!! after she took picture of the FRONT and BACK of the white Tee then she took the BLACK one too... li hai mah ... bei fu hor... zhe zhong gong li... bu shi mei ge ren dou ke ni nian dao de.. actually i have another video clip of her de.. you ADHD de Ms.CHEW LOO LOO... but.. wo hen noob when i try to send to my PC thro de bluetooth.. i click tooooo fast ad i xcidentely DELETE IT!!!! *sob sob.. i'm so sad... feel so unhappy for sooooooooooooo long.. such a "Fabulous" video .... nvm... i'll try harder nxt time.. i'm sure she will do it again!!! tis is a super short blog.. my only purpose is to show how "xtra ordinary" she is..

i feel like chopping somebody into pieces dun ask me who is "it" i will not say tat person is a "HE" i will not say he's name start with the letter before "M" i will surely not tell anyone... tat how much i want to kick his ass!!!!!!!! WTH... feel so unluckly and so helpless i'm so frustrated and angry why so unfair we had to do so much yet he did so little everybody have their own stuff to do if u r busy i am busy then mayb the "air" will help u gua.. yish~~ y should i border whther u busy onot i haven finish mine and i need to do urs better i had ur marks too will it be better?? YISH!!!! i dun border ad.. i did what i can for u ad.. pls pls pls finish wut u suppose to do or else dun blame me.. i'll ask "watermelon and orange" to HUG U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm bored i know that i have sumthing to do but... juz dun feel like doing it i'm at home this whole weekends it have been some time that i spend such a long time at home *48 hours!!!! suddenly i feel so lucky that this doesn't happen so often if not i'll be so bore that i will start counting sheeps besides i really can't stand d mumbling too i should have escape hangging on sumwhere else but sadly i have no where to escape and can't think of anywhere to go Shopping on weekend?? certainly NO!! i dun like to shop with the crowd since no shopping fine.. stay at home.. haiz.... out of a sudden i realise my networking was kind of small one gang we always hang out but we will "normally disappear" during weekends as for another gang of friends we actually don't always hang out we will meet each other only during festival or on some special days and events the main reason was the ways they hang out was so "costly" so... it's better that we...

哭 不一定有泪 泪 并不代表哭 哭 是我们学会的 第一件事 泪 是我们尝到的 第一个味 哭和泪 是我们看清这世界 的第一步 会哭的人 对这世界 拥有期望 不哭的人 对这世界 只剩失望 有泪的人 抱着希望 没泪的人 抱着绝望 哭和泪 看似很渺小 但却拥有一种力量 一种能带你到未来 的通道 心在哭 也是哭 也是种有泪水的哭 只是它的泪 我们都看不见 没幸福 没快乐 没天分 没自我 都没关系 只要 依然拥有 那抱着希望的泪水 未来就一定会 来到身边

doleful face... i have one too.. rite now... this few days i'm really in stress so much works to do yet so little time + lack of motivation everything just doesn't look rite *sign.... i really hated the 302 why do they had to set such a high target? is Dr.Goh mad? i wonder... even though it seems like we have almost done with our part and all we left now was some writting and modification of the existing proposal but somehow i feels that it was still quite a distance for me to reach the end of the "product"... haiz.. besides 302 i have another 312 to do where tmr need to pass up and also d reflection paper to pass up at friday OmG... there's really tons of works waiting for me and wut am i doin here?? i really should stop mumbling here any longer and get myself back to my work *sign... (again) > okokok... here i comeee works stop calling me anymore.. *sign... (now i looks like 5 years older ad...)

finally.. my RAWA trip was over having a great time there everything will be perfect if the JELLYFISH didn't appear i get " KISS " by a gang of jellyfish my whole body was full of red swollen bulb now and some Chicky jellyfish give me a few "love bite" on my neck i think THEY really love me a lot... don u think so?? despite the jellyfish stings everything was so beautiful there I LOVE the marvellous slides tat bring u into the sea the lovely white sand the crystal clear sea water the gorgeous corals the colorful fish the super tame baby shark the friendly workers and staff the SUPERRRR NICE foods the "eat all u can" meals the fresh yummy Sashimi the tourists there.. especially the good looking one and many many more... i really love tat place mayb because not much malaysian noe tat place which another word means no "m****" there *racism > okok.. take away tis point.. so after going to RAWA twice i decided to go n visit ...

昨天我有点不爽 很久都没有人踩到我的地雷了 没想到那“ 伟 大 ”的女人 尽然很不怕死的 “用力”的踩 真的#@*%$ 她的 我真的好就没遇见 双面人了 还以为已经失传了 没想到 昨天我刚刚“ 亲身 ”体验到 威力真的有够强的 强到你想杀人 抓住那双面人用力的摇醒它 而且 我多希望我是twinkle bell 因为我会把那“ 伟 大 ”的女人 变成超“ 胆 小 ”的女人！！！ 看她还用什么来“ 行走江湖 ” 应该用 超高鞋 呱... 算了 提起她罢了 我就不爽了 不讲了 真的 香蕉你个芭乐！！

after wondering for such a long time at last~~ yesterday i brought my swim suit. but this was not my "first choice" my beloved bikini had been sold off not even a single piece left not fair... >___ but never mind i still manage to get myself another suit which i kind of like it too it was also the last piece *r there tat much off ppl buying swim suit?? i brought it yesterday and i went for swim today *too desperate to put on it gua.. actually i wanted to go for pasar malam but too bad lar.. i swam til almost 10pm.. *more than 2 hrs in d pool after that i was too tired to go anywhere so.. pasar malam trip was cancelled automatically.. ;p ok.. i am really tired now.. swimming always used up all my energy my "battery" is very low now it need to recharge ad so.. tats it "the end" *i tot i'm writting cartoon script gua..

今天终于考完试了 我第一次那么不会做 打开考卷的那一刻 真的 有点不知所措 这样讲真的一点都不夸张 算了 考了就不想再想了 反正也不能改变什么了 就这样吧 现在我想 说一说 什么叫white lie - 白色的谎言 善意的谎言 终究是谎言 就算有一大堆的理由 那还是不会改变它是谎言的宿命 我最讨厌别人骗我 就算是善意的 我还是会有些不开心 你知道吗 我最讨厌人家和我说 我是因为你好 所以才不和你说 这是什么烂借口 我讨厌被人蒙在鼓里的感觉 好像全世界都懂 只有我傻傻的 这到底算什么啊 都几岁人了 我已经会应付该面对的了 不要一味的帮我 这样会让我觉得自己很笨 你们懂吗？？

tmr is a Big big day but not really that Big for me coz i'm not presenting but still need to be ready to face the "client" besides having a meeting wif the "client" i'm also having my mid-term exams hate it i dun even know what should i read xcept for the lecture notes n an article is that really all?? pls tell me YES.. my tmr schedule start at 8am after meeting wif client at 10.40am i have my mid-term at 12noon after mid-term i still have to rush for my reflection paper which need to pass up at friday... after friday.. i need to rush for my 216 assignment then 312... then continue wif 302... OMG~~~ y r there so much works to do?? it seems like it never end... frm where i stand now.. i hardly see the END of this... haiz... after mumbling n complaining... is time to back to my book... trying hard to stuff all the words into my brain hope that it can be retrieve tmr during exam... come come... let's pray for me...

现在的我很累 累得没话说了 可是还有一大堆东西要赶 真的超想洒脱一点 什么都不理 去睡我的大头觉 我以后真的都不要去wismahelp楼下买食物吃了 除了面包 > 因为它的食物尽然让我和liggy中food poisoning!!!!! 它好意思吗？？ 不过liggy比我还严重 我只是呕而以 liggy还真的名副其实的food poisoning 因为她不停的上吐下泻 刚刚我吃晚餐的时候 吃到一半尽然跑到厕所呕 还被我妈臭骂一顿 说我把她搞倒没胃口吃了 真的是冤枉啊~我也不想的啊.. > " 现在的我肚子空空的 但是我不敢再吃了 万一又呕 那该怎么办 呕真的是件很恶心的事 ohno... 光想我现在就很不舒服了 唉~ 我还是乖乖去做明天meeting要的东西 要不然不知几点才可以睡了 就这样吧~ 唉.......

很久以前看过一本书 内容很有趣 里面有个题目叫做： 甚么是火星人 对女人来说，男人只分成：好男人，坏男人，帅男人，丑男人。 而女人心中，总有个永远不解的疑问：好男人都到哪里去了？ 好男人不是没有，可是好男人都不是自己的。 这个世界有一个奇妙的定律：好男人不帅，帅的男人不好，又帅又好的男人，往往都是同性恋。 而又帅又好又是异性恋的男人，也不是没有啦，但是总在你发现之前就被人家给捷足先登了，等到你发现时，他恰好推着婴儿车在你面前经过。 不是很帅，但是很好的男人，缺没有钱。 不是很帅，但是又好又有钱的男人，会认为我们看上的是他们的钱。 而没有钱，但是很帅的，又是异性恋的男人，却嫌我们不够漂亮。 又好，又有钱，又是异性恋，又觉得我们漂亮的人，却又没胆量。 又好，又帅，又有点钱，而且是个异性恋的男人，偏偏又害羞而且被动。 那些从不主动的男人，一旦我们采取主动就对我们失去兴趣。 到底有谁了解男人这东西？

haha ^____^* tis is the result of my 1 hour of hard work not bad ya~~ seems like i'm very free during my weekends.. *actually exams is juz few days away.. >__ ok.. i admit that i'm quite a lazy person i seldom "do" my nails not until i realise they really "needed" to b done another things was.. i'm quite proud wif my nails.. *self-praise XD therefore each time i do my manicure i tooks up lots of my time which later contribute to my laziness.. *finding lots of excuse mayb some research to support too.. >__ that's it ^0^* i'm done with showing off my nails.. is time to study .. so long.. ^___^*