= CoRaL's Chateau on Land =

要守着一个秘密 其实不容易 要无时无刻都提醒自己 千万不能不小心说溜口 哪怕自己的一个不小心 最近心里都好像有根刺 一直不停的往心里推 尤其是一个人的时候 心里特别的难过 我不希望自己变成一个悲观的人 但是有时候很多情况 总是让我无法选择 第一次.... 算了 第二次.... 咬着牙龈还是... 算了 第三次.... 终于发火了 第四次开始.... 或许注定如此了 人总是在经过几次后 开始慢慢接受命运了 我放下了 但是放不下命运。

today suppose to be a happy day.. coz mid-term finally over... assignment has passed up too... i was happy after the exam... i was ... not until ... haiz~ stupid idiots thx for "everything" thx or ruining my day.... i am really in a super bad mood now dun feel like talking to anybody i'm trying very hard not to think of not to care of ... not to be border of ... but sometimes your brain just dun listen to you i wonder is tis brain really belongs to me?? y didn't "it" listen to my command?? i really pissed off dun you dare to speak another words i dun think any living things dare to come near me now if they wish to survive for another few more years... you noe.. i never few like hitting or punching something when i'm moody but now YES, I AM... for the 1st time and if tears can make someone feel better i think i should juz let "it" out... now... finally u made me cry.... happy now?! *tmd... i hate you!

someone who duno how to take pic.. so blur... gei ta zha dao... > but anyway... my grandma... (*grandma "2") my 堂姐~ so young hor... do u blieve she have a son n a daughter?? last saturday was my grandma Bday... my dad said we all have to go back that day.. actually i did not want to follow... but i kena "scold" by my mom... she said i haven go back for almost a year ad... *bu xiao de granddaughter gua.. =X honestly, i don't like to go back it's not that i dun love that place n ppl there it was d STUPID weather that drive me crazy everytime i went back... can u imagine the moment u reach u started to sweat?? u might think that lying down on d floor will cool u down... tat was totally WRONG in there... coz the floor was also HOT!!! > i have to take my bath so often that i think i spend most of my time in d bathroom the moment u finish ur bath... u juz count to 5 mins... i can guarantee u will start to sweat again.. no air-con ard.. fans??? tell me they r...

明天就是mid-term了 心情没有很紧张 反而在担心mid-term之后 因为在同一个星期内有 2份assignment 1个presentation 1个assessment (还是winnee 的tim... > 1个308 mid-term 快！！ 快告诉我 “我不忙！我可以的！！” 我的妈呀~ 我光想就觉得想哭了 怎么办~ 有没有人可以帮帮我？？ 多希望我现在是 - 江植树 因为那样我就会是IQ200的天才 比爱因斯坦还厉害 这些assignments啊... presentation啊... assessment啊.... 全都不是问题了 我一夜就可以搞定了！！ 哇哈哈。。。 (痴人说梦话呱我。。。） 唉~ 我还是不要在这里浪费时间了 还是老老实实回到slides前面 乖乖的念书比较好 (... 明天要考的都还没读完... > 因为 我永远都不会是江植树的啦 我最多比湘琴聪明一点点 始终还是个IQ平平凡凡的普通人一个 唉~ 唉~ 唉...... 我明明是“仙女”的啊... zomo会沦落到这种地步？！ （又开始发梦gua~) *诚心谢谢 HELP的Psychology Dept ...... 因为你们， 我快发疯了！！

我很累也很忙 压力feel不到 这样才让我觉得恐怖 我尽然feel不到stress！ 你知道这有多严重吗？！ 这一次我完蛋了~ 今天已经sat了 过多三天就是mid-term了 照例来说我应该会开始紧张 然后吃不好睡不好 但是这一次的“症状” 好像不是很“严重” 怎么办才好。。。 因为它没有预料中的serious 这样才是真正的SERIOUS啊~ haiz... haiz... haiz... 我真的老了 我变得很爱叹气了~ haiz... haiz....

这是我周日自己做的太阳蛋面包哦~ 卖相还不错吧~ ^^ 这几天在家过的还ok 和朋友出去喝茶去探望朋友的宝宝 其余的时间都在看店 很乖吧我... =) 下个星期就要考试了 但是这个星期开始 我应该会开始变得很忙了 因为很多作业好像都要交了 懒散了一个月 真的不可以再这样了 因为那些due date越来越靠近了 每天打开电脑 最怕看到mail box的数量 因为它们一直在增加 这也一味着我的工作量越来越多了 希望这一个学期我也可以安然度过 我的要求不高 只求“平安”就好 就让我顺顺利利的毕业吧 外国啊。。 再等等我。。。 我快要来了。。。 =）