不敢再想下去了
要守着一个秘密
其实不容易
要无时无刻都提醒自己
千万不能不小心说溜口
哪怕自己的一个不小心
最近心里都好像有根刺
一直不停的往心里推
尤其是一个人的时候
心里特别的难过
我不希望自己变成一个悲观的人
但是有时候很多情况
总是让我无法选择
第一次.... 算了
第二次.... 咬着牙龈还是... 算了
第三次.... 终于发火了
第四次开始.... 或许注定如此了
人总是在经过几次后
开始慢慢接受命运了
我放下了
但是放不下命运。
I'll return you back to you, just a little longer, can I?
You said most of the things you wanted in life I can't provide you. I asked "what is it?" you said [freedom] and [money], and to some point I'm actually restricting and keep you slow from it. Thanks for being transparent, thank you for telling me, I will work my best toward your goal in life. I love you my dear and therefore I wanted the best for you, make you the happiest man, treat you the best I could, life has not been the kindest to you for the past 30yrs and I wanted to give you my best and love you wholeheartedly, i wanted to show you the color in life and be the light when you walk through the dark. My dear laogong, I am not sure if you will ever read this post, but if you do, I wanted to tell you I love you wholeheartedly and my life goal is to live a life with you, I wanted to make you the happiest man on earth, spend my everyday with you, cook with you, swim with you, laugh with you, see the world with you, irritate you daily, be your cartoon laopo, and te...
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