= CoRaL's Chateau on Land =

thank you for coming into my life,  thank you for loving me sincerely, thank you for being by my side when I'm down, thank you for tolerating all my flaws thank you for accepting my childishness  thank you for all the care you gave me and on top of all, thank you for staying with me despite all the sacrifice you made that you wouldn't tell me. before you I never knew there's someone out there who matches so well with me as though angel created this 2 human in a pair.  i never knew I could love someone this hard, so hard till I wanna burn the world if I can't have you and when the time really comes where I can't have you, I'll burn my castle down so no one can come in, and thus no one will leave again.  I'll hold you tight and won't let go if you would allow me to, wanted me to, it is a dream to have you for the rest of my life. but one day the dream will end, and I know i have to wake up.  My dear, I promise I'll hold you tight and not let go, but yo...

You said most of the things you wanted in life I can't provide you. I asked "what is it?" you said [freedom] and [money], and to some point I'm actually restricting and keep you slow from it. Thanks for being transparent, thank you for telling me, I will work my best toward your goal in life.  I love you my dear and therefore I wanted the best for you, make you the happiest man, treat you the best I could, life has not been the kindest to you for the past 30yrs and I wanted to give you my best and love you wholeheartedly, i wanted to show you the color in life and be the light when you walk through the dark. My dear laogong, I am not sure if you will ever read this post, but if you do, I wanted to tell you I love you wholeheartedly and my life goal is to live a life with you, I wanted to make you the happiest man on earth, spend my everyday with you, cook with you, swim with you, laugh with you, see the world with you, irritate you daily, be your cartoon laopo, and te...