have not update my blogs for days or maybe weeks not really aware of the time passed for me it seems like not moving much but in reality it's moving in the pace it always does after days of cracking head weeks of uncertainty I've finally sort out my plan i really do need a plan if not i can really get lost in my way searching for dreams now that i have my plan at least i know my destination and how am i going to get there in month back then i only have my destination i knew where i wanna go but couldn't find my way to there at least for now all i need is to follow my plan even though it could have some minor changes as i move on after all life never stop changing isn't it... stubborn irrational might sound like a bad behaviors but sometimes after being a good girl for decade being stubborn n irrational sound like a good idea those who go after their dreams which of them were not stubborn n irrational therefore i wanna be a bad girl this time if that ...