bad behaviors are essential

have not update my blogs for days

or maybe weeks

not really aware of the time passed

for me

it seems like not moving much

but in reality 

it's moving in the pace it always does

after days of cracking head

weeks of uncertainty

I've finally sort out my plan

i really do need a plan

if not

i can really get lost 

in my way searching for dreams

now that i have my plan

at least i know my destination

and how am i going to get there

in month back then

i only have my destination

i knew where i wanna go

but couldn't find my way to there

at least for now

all i need is to follow my plan

even though it could have some minor changes

as i move on

after all life never stop changing isn't it...

stubborn 

irrational

might sound like a bad behaviors

but sometimes

after being a good girl for decade

being stubborn n irrational

sound like a good idea

those who go after their dreams

which of them were not stubborn n irrational

therefore

i wanna be a bad girl this time

if that will take my to my dreams

=)

Dreams will only come true

for those who never give up when obstacles come into their ways.