feeling "abnormal"

is life meant to be complicating??
there isn't any simple life out there rite...
i find almost everybody around me
facing kind of some issues in there life
and these issues seems to be keep changing
and never stop...

sometimes i feel that
as though having a "peaceful" "quite" life
is not a normal thing
coz when everyone around u suffering or struggling
overwhelmed by some issue
and u r like.. wut's my issue..
tis really make me feel like
is it having "no issue" is actually the issue??
did i unconciously ignore and supress all the issues
i really dun noe...

i do face some issue
at diff time of my life
but since i "grow" up (at lease wut i think)
these issues dun actually took up too much of my energy
i might be overwhelm by these issues
but it come and go quite fast
that sometimes i dun realise i had pass thro "them"

i do not know that whether tis is a good thing or bad
it juz make me feel diff frm others
and tis "diff" seems not to be a good thing (to me)
hopefully as time pass
i'm able to act more like the norm..
i really think i repress too much..
since i was the only "one"...
maybe... maybe.. i'm the master in repressing...
a master where dun even noe she's holding back...