brighten the dark

it's been almost 3 weeks since my last post

wondering what have i done in these days

basically i did NOTHING

i went back to KL for 2 weeks

and within these 2 weeks

my mom "realize" that her daughter lose some weight again

thus she began her "PLAN" of putting weightSsss on me

and guess wut

daughter NEVER win their mother

she feed me once per every 2 hours!! 

i can really felt for the piggy... > <

now that i've back to singapore

back to my "interviewing life" 

i am trying HARD to get back to my weight

cause my clothes and shorts...

they are complaining LOUD now...

they feel breathless when i worn them

can i imagine how much weight i put on?!!

ok lets forget bout the weight now

lets focus on the target

it make me feel better..... =D 

is almost 10pm now

staying alone in room

after living in singapore for almost a month

i learn something that i have not learn back in home

tat is being alone...

back then

i never go shopping alone

and never take lunch alone

i never wanna do any of these alone

it make me feel like i am a weirdo... > <

but somehow 

as i was here i have to do these alone

my frenz were not here

i have no one to hang out

thus doin things alone become the only choice

after experiencing being alone for few times

soon i realize many were the same

we walk alone to the MRT or bus station with headphone on

reading playing sleeping during the journey

then decide wut to eat and where to go after reaching d destination

everyone seems to goin thro the same things

and these really helped

cause now... i'm finally used to it..

someone once told me

You will never be lonely, if you can enjoy being alone.. 

and now i'm learning to enjoy it~ =)